cevier kho

2009-04-18T01:21:00.000-07:00

here's the lonely world
i enjoy it
but i miss u

want to run away from u
as much as my feelings for u

i'm so miserable here
because i'm not having u

keep trying to live my life for others
not for my own sake

when?
it'll end

........

2009-04-14T12:54:00.001-07:00

im so speechless
this heart
like going to disappear
damn it

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-04-13T06:54:00.002-07:00

ga tenang
ga tenang
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
w ga suka bgt ma perasaan ni
w ga mau
must stay away
hate it

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-04-13T06:54:00.001-07:00

hwuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-04-12T14:49:00.002-07:00

so mellow!!!!!!!!!!
cant stand it
i dont want to go back to that feeling now
please

hwuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-04-12T14:49:00.001-07:00

huh.........

2009-04-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

......................................
no strength

'believe'

2009-04-03T11:08:00.000-07:00

just watched kung fu panda for the second time

believe
believe
i got that the movie teach us 'whatever is it, just believe, even the most impossible things are infront of u , but, when u believe , u can do it'

believe
can i still believe that it's our love
our faith ?

4.57am

2009-04-02T13:57:00.000-07:00

haven's slept yet
enjoying musics

here's the lyrics

tak semestinya
ku merasa sepi
kau dan aku di tempat berbeda
seribu satu alasan
melemahkan tubuh ini

aku di sini
mengingat dirimu
ku menangis tanpa airmata
bagai bintang tak bersinar
redup hati ini

dan ku mengerti sekarang ternyata kita menyatu
di dalam kasih yang suci
ku akui kamulah cintaku

aku di sini
mengingat dirimu
ku menangis tanpa airmata
bagai bintang tak bersinar
redup hati ini

dan ku mengerti sekarang
ternyata kita menyatu
di dlm kasih yang suci
ku akui kamulah cinta terakhir
dan ku mengerti sekarang
ternyata kita menyatu
di dlm kasih yang suci
ku akui kamulah cintaku
ku akui kamulah cintaku

oh now it shuffled to 'aku dan dirimu'
a lot of memories with him

still remember
still loving u

day

2009-04-02T00:13:00.000-07:00

just called my grandmom, gossiping, chit chat with she
she is the one that understand me most
with only my voice she can tell that im sick
the one that take care for me since i was born

i've never regret anything
but i say thanks to U Dad
that i can have sth that not everyone can go through this expirience

i love u amma

l.o.v.e

2009-04-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

in this small room
with a thousand kind of feelings
dont know wheter i hate u or i love u
just know that u still in my heart

i dont know wheter it's stupid or sth that we call with 'faith'
that even u hurt me, im still looking for some excuse for u

love, sth that can drive a superhero crazy
love, sth that is very complicated
love, sth that can make u feel everything
...................
speechless

a heart of this girl

2009-04-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

feel very 'M'
somotimes my ego really strong
why, it just getting better, why is it like that
ok, i need to deal with that
love and friendship

when i fall in love
tak lekang oleh waktu

it's just love

andai kau tahu
bahwa bayangmu masih mengusikku
menemani sepiku
memberi aku sebuah mimpi
sebuah harapan
sebuah impian

where is our love?
i just got no choice, i just got no chance,
i just have a dream

april mop

2009-03-31T22:13:00.000-07:00

i really wanna say 'what on earth do u want!!!'
we are really on 'withdrawal stage' now, and u still keep making it worse
even that all of that memories still there, but ...
i dont know what can i say

just can say thanks, give thanks to u Dad, whatever happened to me

tue's afternoon

2009-03-31T01:41:00.000-07:00

ah yeah, finished my presentation..
how reveal is it..

sth that i got today is, peoples are the hardest things in this world to be 'define'
and we as people oftenly forget about all of it, that's why, sometimes we become so judgemental, when the things are not going like what we knows are 'true', we'll be so proud to say that 'that people is so silly, what on earth is she/he doing'

but, guys, i think that every people in this world might have their own opinion and their own reason to do something,

and one thing that my friend shared to me 'to be a big person, we need to be able to accept differences'

so, let us look back to our ownself, and ask 'what's the point to to be so judgemental about sth ?'

flashing back

2009-03-30T12:28:00.000-07:00

it's just a 'try'
a 'heart'
a 'wish'
it's to complicated
but i know, one day i'll solve it

starting. . .. .

2009-03-30T11:37:00.000-07:00

i dont know why suddenly i was interested to make a blog
hmmm,
hope that this blog can be a blessing for everyone !