here's the lonely world
i enjoy it
but i miss u

want to run away from u
as much as my feelings for u

i'm so miserable here
because i'm not having u

keep trying to live my life for others
not for my own sake

when?
it'll end

........

im so speechless
this heart
like going to disappear
damn it

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ga tenang
ga tenang
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
w ga suka bgt ma perasaan ni
w ga mau
must stay away
hate it

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hwuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

so mellow!!!!!!!!!!
cant stand it
i dont want to go back to that feeling now
please

hwuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

huh.........

......................................
no strength

'believe'

just watched kung fu panda for the second time

believe
believe
i got that the movie teach us 'whatever is it, just believe, even the most impossible things are infront of u , but, when u believe , u can do it'

believe
can i still believe that it's our love
our faith ?

4.57am

haven's slept yet
enjoying musics

here's the lyrics

tak semestinya
ku merasa sepi
kau dan aku di tempat berbeda
seribu satu alasan
melemahkan tubuh ini

aku di sini
mengingat dirimu
ku menangis tanpa airmata
bagai bintang tak bersinar
redup hati ini

dan ku mengerti sekarang ternyata kita menyatu
di dalam kasih yang suci
ku akui kamulah cintaku

aku di sini
mengingat dirimu
ku menangis tanpa airmata
bagai bintang tak bersinar
redup hati ini

dan ku mengerti sekarang
ternyata kita menyatu
di dlm kasih yang suci
ku akui kamulah cinta terakhir
dan ku mengerti sekarang
ternyata kita menyatu
di dlm kasih yang suci
ku akui kamulah cintaku
ku akui kamulah cintaku

oh now it shuffled to 'aku dan dirimu'
a lot of memories with him

still remember
still loving u

day

just called my grandmom, gossiping, chit chat with she
she is the one that understand me most
with only my voice she can tell that im sick
the one that take care for me since i was born

i've never regret anything
but i say thanks to U Dad
that i can have sth that not everyone can go through this expirience

i love u amma

l.o.v.e

in this small room
with a thousand kind of feelings
dont know wheter i hate u or i love u
just know that u still in my heart

i dont know wheter it's stupid or sth that we call with 'faith'
that even u hurt me, im still looking for some excuse for u


love, sth that can drive a superhero crazy
love, sth that is very complicated
love, sth that can make u feel everything
...................
speechless

a heart of this girl

feel very 'M'
somotimes my ego really strong
why, it just getting better, why is it like that
ok, i need to deal with that
love and friendship

when i fall in love
tak lekang oleh waktu

it's just love

andai kau tahu
bahwa bayangmu masih mengusikku
menemani sepiku
memberi aku sebuah mimpi
sebuah harapan
sebuah impian

where is our love?
i just got no choice, i just got no chance,
i just have a dream